It may take some time to
Find this out
But those earlier days
They define your ways
When you were a kid
It may take some time to
Pin this down
But the things that you saw
And the things that you heard
Don't excuse what you did
It would help if you'd remember them
Push them
Begin
Again
You could love without the fear of them
Leaving
Cheating
You
Childhood
I'll look back when I am older
If I could
But I can't seem to remember a thing
Creativity has flown out the window
I try to catch it
But it outruns me again and again
Childhood
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Tulpa number three
Childhood
I'll look back when I am older
If I could
But I can't seem to remember a thing
Creativity has flown out the window
I try to catch it but it outruns me
Again and again
Using
To see if I could get inspired
Abusing
To find the deepest inner parts of my mind
Without home
I'm confused alone and hollow
I can't help
Feel like
I have let
Myself get behind