when i die Video (MV)

Self inflicted trauma
I cant put up with the bullshit around me
I'm not one to wanna deal with all the drama
I just wanna be alone in the tall trees
Burying the old me
I wanna see an old me
I was young back then
I just hope you know im sorry
I hope you know im sorry
Drowning in all my vices
And all you're advice ain't shit
Cause you don't know what i know
So when i die
There'll be nothing to figure out
Cause i'll be fine
Yeah i'll be fine
Death before dishonour
I've betrayed myself
Should be dead by now
Done some things that ain't proud of
I don't think that i might ever come down
Waking up on the pavement
Hoping i'll make it on wing and a prayer
How much more can i take of this shit
How much further can I sink
Into the depths of the waters
And losing you's the hardest part of all
Drowning in all my vices
And all you're advice ain't shit
Cause you don't know what i know
So when i die
There'll be nothing to figure out
Cause i'll be fine
Yeah i'll be fine