Drug Abuse Video (MV)

So many different worlds I be in
All at once, it's all just dust, I'm running out of sneezes
I don't give a f*ck, my momma told me I need Jesus
My goal's to reach a point in life where I don't f*cking need shit
That's stupid like some Teen Nick
Come to Earth to get attached then learn you must one day let go
This design is sick, a blade gives me a choice, I take it slow
Talking to peers, but it appears I'm talking to myself
Wonder if these patterns of my mind are the results of
(Drug abuse)
Yeah, I've had a few too many great times
Purple drink, I sipped it from the source right out the grapevine
LSD like LCD, watched every little frame collide
Back up look at the big picture, listen to the paint dry
Hey, off in the distance the abstract grows more dense
Behind my face there's this place I went to
I forgot the coordinates
Falling endlessly into a splendid, but pretend assortment
Everything's the same, to see it different, I beat up my organs
I'm stubborn get it from my grandpa
He wouldn't be happy, last night ran around commando
Showing off both of my damn balls
Molly with some shrooms and weed
A combo that creates some freedom
I suppress myself so I can believe in concepts that are pretend
Iam so imbalanced, leaves me looking at the moon and howlin'
More odd than Napoleon asking about a chicken's talon
Stupid cuz you gotta have fun, mother f*cker stare at me
Judge me, laugh hysterically
Life's better lived embarrassed, please
The f*cking irony
The road feels smoother as I wrinkle more
I'm hypnotized as I hear silence speak
I was itching for some truth I thought
But it turns out that really I'm a sheep
Who brushed a poison ivy leaf one night while I was wide asleep
Mother f*ckers like to play games
Simon says it's time to bleed
Summon Mo Mo in your crib, set oven to a high degree
Everything that keeps me here could simply spiral down a sink
(Blood)
Shit
I need more stimulation before I lose all my drive to breathe... again