Emotionless & Uninspired Video (MV)

What is it like when you feel no emotion?
You feel no devotion you're broken eroding
Feelings are frozen whenever I speak
Feeling so weak I wish I had a potion
Give me the strength and the energy
Necessary to eliminate enemies yeah
Mind is abused, physically beat like I cannot continue with melodies man
Even when I write emotional lyrics somehow I still do not feel anything in
Side of my heart and my lungs are the same Going insane taking remedies man
Can't you all see that i'm feeling so numb?
Can't shed a tear but I still overcome
Sometimes I wish that this wasn't the case
I wish that a bullet would fly to my face
I have a future, I feel like i'm dying
I don't really see it, they tell me keep trying
You have potential it's all in your mental
You will beat the demons that keep you up crying
So much ahead and I don't understand
Why do you keep looking back on yourself?
Staying in bed and I don't understand
Why don't you see that you're gonna excel?
Cause I just don't see it currently
Hence why i'm going to therapy
Trying to regain my confidence dominance
Craving coherence and clarity
But I just don't see it presently
Hence why i'm taking these remedies
Trying to murder my demons and enemies
Dreams of a destiny making a legacy
But I just don't see it currently
Hence why i'm going to therapy
Trying to regain my confidence dominance
Craving coherence and clarity
But I just don't see it presently
Hence why i'm taking these remedies
Trying to murder my demons and enemies
Dreams of a destiny making a legacy
What is it like when you feel uninspired?
Life is a match but you don't have the fire
You grab the flame but you turn to a blaze
Mom has been saying it's only a phase
Feelin' like this is just how I will feel
Swerving in lanes with my hands on the wheel
Weaving through traffic your life is a wreck
Nobody knows what is gonna come next
Nobody knows how the car still can drive
Trauma with accidents but you survive
That's what it's like but you're asking the questions
Wondering how the hell i'm still alive?
Can't you all see that i've been so depressed?
Can't you all see that my life is a mess?
Surrounded with love
Still don't believe all the positive things that my people express
You are ambitious and you've been determined
The grind has been vicious, I know that you'll earn it
You're beating anxiety killing depression
Gotta keep going and sharing your message
Cause I just don't see it currently
Hence why i'm going to therapy
Trying to regain my confidence dominance
Craving coherence and clarity
But I just don't see it presently
Hence why i'm taking these remedies
Trying to murder my demons and enemies
Dreams of a destiny making a legacy
But I just don't see it currently
Hence why i'm going to therapy
Trying to regain my confidence dominance
Craving coherence and clarity
But I just don't see it presently
Hence why i'm taking these remedies
Trying to murder my demons and enemies
Dreams of a destiny making a legacy