DNR Video (MV)

Can't be no 2 if I wasn't the 1
(Can't be no 2 if I wasn't the 1)
If you live by the barrel you die by the gun
(If you live by the barrel you die by the gun)
I was given a choice
I could choose either one
(I was given a choice, I could choose either one)
That's a canon event
I'm just letting it run
(That's a canon event, I'm just letting it run)
If I sharpen the blade it'll deepen the cut
(If I sharpen the blade it'll deepen the cut)
See my scars in the heat when I'm under the sun
(See my scars in the heat when I'm under the sun)
Every trial was something I had to confront
(Every trial was something I had to confront)
Always knew it took time
Never needed to rush
(Always knew it took time, never needed to rush)

See I Probably should OD on drugs
Say f*ck being loved
Let's see what this pillie do
You know it is what it is
It was what it was
So f*ck being pitiful
Got so emotional
I started letting go
Ain't looking back to run into you
They say they want me around
Want me to sit down
But this ain't no interview
Deleted you outta my phone
Erasing ya images
Don't feel like missing you
I'm not a stranger to hurt
It coulda been worse
Condition not critical
Niggas would OD on pain
Or smoke on a strain
I don't get medicinal
Everything looking the same
It drives me insane
I needed a different view
I would just talk to myself
Cause frankly I'm not the one you should listen to
I cannot give you the guidance
The peace and the silence will come when it's meant for you
It's tougher to fight for a love
But pass me the gloves
I'll show you the stick and move
All of my problems been stemming from one
When it's gone imma reap the residual
All my progress getting overwritten
My daddy been servin' a longer sentence
I can't tell you I love you if I don't mean it
I could give you the world and you wouldn't see it
You be claiming you here but I never see it
Been supporting myself cause you couldn't be there
Taking care of my health cause you couldn't be there
Pray to god he forgive you
I couldn't be there
I been fighting depression and pulling myself out the hole that I dug cause you couldn't be there
Every letter you wrote was a lie
I was hoping you'd die in a prison but you still breathing
Didn't give me a choice
Now I'm facing the fact that you left me to die and you clearly see it
How the f*ck do I forgive a nigga who keep making babies and don't want none his children
How the f*ck are you here for me
I'm only here for myself
I never hear from you
I only hear from myself
And if I could go back and just rewrite the history I would be saving myself
Cause cropping you outta my frame ain't enough for the image I painted myself