Jahkai - SHINE Lyrics

I be chill in the back but I can't relax
Brain be stacked and I feel it crackin
Can anybody volunteer to back me
Let's do a trust fall baby come catch me
'Fore I fall back in the groove
Usually I don't talk thoughts or my mood
But lately been feelin' like a fool
Shame on me for thinkin' I'm through
Jokes on me 'cuz I never had a clue
I don't do well with bad news
Ever since I got the memo I been wonderin' what to do
People talking to me heavy but nobody gettin' through
In one ear and out the other but I'm listenin' to you, I swear it
You got all of my attention I ain't sharin
Ain't nobody else can ever get what you gettin
Don't like how I'm all over the place like confetti
And I know that most times my behavior be testin' you
But I'm feelin' dishevelled
I'm stressed from my head down to my elbow
Wish I could give you little more than a hello
Don't wanna seem like I'm playing you like a cello but
I can't settle like a soufflé
Talk up but convo going one way
Life speeding by fast like a runway
Don't wanna go but I know I will one day
When I return, are you still gonna love me
Or am I finna come home to nothin
Like a bad connection we bufferin
And I reckon we've done enough sufferin
And maybe we should talk, huh
Take the time on a walk, yeah
Or draw a line with some chalk, mmm
'Cuz you the Drake to my Josh, yeah
And sometimes I want us to getaway, spend time in Italy
Pack up our bags and then get our ass in the plane
And if we like it enough we drop everythin
And we can party it up for a thousand days but
I gotta work on my passion
Can't ration my thoughts when I'm rappin
Ain't even cappin' this shit really happens
When I was trappin' the custys were askin' me shit
Askin' me can you turn down the music
I turn and say nigga are you stupid
This song has taught me a lot of my shit
They reply damn homie can't you be nice
I reply nigga it's double the price
Run up the funds I will not tell you twice
That's how important this is in my eyes, not even lying
Sometimes it feels like I'm living two lives
Give one of em' up, much rather die
Quickly gotta find a way to combine
Before my cranium gets tangled and fried
Continue refraining from dangerous lies
Get caught in my way and I'm severing ties
Interpret whatever you want from these lines
In the meantime, imma just shine, bitch