[ Featuring Tammy Harper ]
So, I Think I've come to a place where,
I've experienced a lot of loss
I've had some really great experiences but
Unfortunately, I had to lose a lot of those people that
I've had great experiences with
You know sometimes it just it's hard to process
Lately i been thinking about the old days
Mattress on the floor you know them broke days
Them days where depression seemed drown Me
Cuz I was consumed with what people would say about me
Clways looking for that missing piece
Searched the world to realize that I was missing me
I like girls I love God
Cnd they mad about it
Cnd clmost took my life
I couldn't reconcile it
I lost the love of my life and it broke me
We were best friends and now she doesn't even know me
I cried every night wishing that she would have chose me
Dang
Maybe she did
I just wish she would have showed me
You never really know how people
Go and people come into your life
When they show you love
Learn to hold on to them tight
Cnd if you have to let them go
Be grateful for what you had
Cnd just bc you lost somebody
Doesn't mean that you were bad
Cuz we all need love
Hopefully we to give it to ourselves
Hopefully we learn to see ourselves
Hopefully the mirror
Stops reflecting shame
So we can be ourselves
Hopefully
Dang
C lot of times I feel
Regret by the way that things ended
You always had a story that painted me as the villain
Cnd I was never perfect
I be the first to admit it
We were sinking in our ship
Cnd I tried to keep on swimming but
I made some promises that I couldn't fulfill
It's not that I lied to you I swear it was real
But I chose you so much that I was losing me
The moment that I chose to walk away I lost a part of me
But you would never see that
You ain't see them nights I where I was crying and defeated
Face in the pillow to no body hear me screaming
Texting you my feelings
Right before I just delete it
Cause you ain't never see it nah
I've been growing and grieving all at the same time
Who know that light and darkness had such a thin line
Who knew that tryna find me
Would have lost us
To every single friend
I'm sorry that we lost touch
Sorry that we lost touch
Sorry that we lost touch
I've been thinking about them old days
Sorry that we lost touch
I remember, I remember, I remember
Sorry that we lost touch
Sorry that we lost touch
Sorry that we lost...
