Eastside Video (MV)

They say when you lose you gain
Still trying to work this shit out
Like why I feel this way
Not knowing what I want when you're a call away
Its always been that way, trying to ease my pain
I go insane, still the one I blame
See telling you I love you shit I mean it when I say that shit
F*ck him for the f*ck of it not knowing you're the thought of it
I might be a thot for it but don't you know you started it
Now came back want all of it, now I treat you part of it
Cautious your the cause of it, not sure if you want all of it
Stop you just from proving it, Cause I can't leave the one I'm with
Hard to say my mouth is full handing out my hearts a fool keep on
Bending all the rules like lying don't catch up to soon

He hit me on the East side made him my side, Don't know why
I left to soon
I'm numb to you
He hit me on the East side was down to ride, Don't know why I chose up soon
I'm used to you

Don't know why I lead you two, now my heart is blue
When your hearts as numb as you the damage it can do
Not knowing who's worth knowing you so decide to use the two
Never thought to think this through

I want you both I can't decide know its wrong but I can't lie
Put my guard up played both side
Dealt with fool who waste my time
Figured you was just like them so if
I did you wrong my bad
Influenced by vile men
An bitches who was just like them

And my chest is made of steel
And my heart just needs a fill
An I know that you can tell
For real

He hit me on the East side made him my side, Don't know why
I left to soon
I'm numb to you
He hit me on the East side was down to ride, Don't know why I chose up soon
I'm used to you