Why Does It Feel Like...? Video (MV)

Spiral into thinking one day I won't kiss you
Causing one more issue tonight
Spirit slowly wilting, and I'm feeling guilty
Staying til my knuckles turn white
Soon you're just another picture in my wallet
We can't help from falling apart
Will we be the soldiers? Brave the war before us?
Or walk away with stakes to the heart?
I know we're not breaking up, but why does it feel like we are?
I wish I could feel you in the passenger seat of my car
Because somehow I think it'll be better if you'rе close
But would we then bе born again or really know it's over?
I know we're not breaking up, but why does it feel like we are?
Break of dawn, I'm still up finishing another
That I started smothered in doubt (and you know I had doubt)
Retrospective thinking, and you've gotten distant
But do you even remember what you're bothered about?
Didn't think I'd feel it, didn't think you'd ever
Disappear forever as we bled
Did you ever think I might not have the guidance
But the more I sit in silence, I kill us dead
And I know we're not breaking up, but why does it feel like we are?
(I don't know, I don't know, I don't know)
I wish I could feel you in the passenger seat of my car
(Where'd you go, where'd you go, where'd you go?)
Because somehow I think it'll be better if you're close
But would we then be born again or really know it's over?
I know we're not breaking up, but why does it feel like we are?
(Oh, we are, oh we are?)
And baby, yeah, I'm to blame
I'd take it back if I could
But you knew that I would change
Barely into womanhood
But if that makes you a saint
Come back and let's forget it all
Could you just hear me explain?
Could you return my call?
I know we're not breaking up, but why does it feel like we are?
(yeah, babe, I know I made a mistake)
I wish I could feel you in the passenger seat of my car
(and I know I slammed on the brakes)
Because somehow I think it'll be better if you're close (Will it be better?)
But would we then be born again or really know it's over? (It'll never be over)
I know we're not breaking up, but why does it feel like we are?
(Oh, we are, oh we are)