Jaedynn Latter - ILY, ILYN Lyrics

I'm facing my fears head on
Pretending the tears are gone
I'm looking at what went wrong like it's a remix
I feel what I feel right now
It changes at speed of sound
I lurk on the hallowed ground of a D-R prefix
I sit on her holy couch
I tell her I'm better now
But she sees you walk around inside my mindscape
I go home and on the way
I say two words to your face
Did you catch my stomach ache on your goddamn tape?
If only it was as easy as picking petals, babe
I love you, I love you not, at least not today
If only it was that easy, maybe I'd walk away
I love you, I love you not - I don't know, honestly
F*ck it, if I'm gonna be your no one
I still get to be somebody
Talking shit, but I know I'd shut my mouth
If you came clean and said you want me
If only it was as easy as picking petals, babe
You love me, you love me not
I love you
God, what the f*ck?
I'm making bad poetry
Outlandish analogies
And bullshit analyses of why this ended
It's not like you'll ever stop
You know what the people want
The righteousness that you flaunt, you can't defend it
I bet it got easy, love
When I shrunk to nothing, but
I'm sick of my dormant lungs when they were made to
Blow down your paper house
You built with your running mouth
That sometimes I think about
God, why'd you have to go like that without a word?
At least when I left, I made sure
To be as candid as I could
I know it did more harm than good
But if you loved me like you loved to say
Then why'd you let me slip away so easy in July?
If I could ask you why
If only it was as easy as picking petals, babe
I love you, I love you not, at least not today
If only it was that easy, maybe I'd walk away
I love you, I love you not - I don't know, honestly
F*ck it, if I'm gonna be your no one
I still get to be somebody
Talking shit, but I know I'd shut my mouth
If you came clean and said you want me
If only it was as easy as picking petals, babe
You love me, you love me not
I love you
God, what the-
Soon the world will villainize me
More than it already does
I'll keep on picking flowers blindly
Cause extinction all for us
I'm not in love, I'm not in love
The petals lie to me one by one
If you don't want me and it's honest
I love you not, I pinky promise
If only it was as easy as picking petals, babe
I love you, I love you not, at least not today
If only it was that easy, maybe I'd walk away
I love you, I love you not - I don't know, honestly
F*ck it, if I'm gonna be your no one
I still get to be somebody
Talking shit, but I know you'd shut your mouth
If I could lie and say I'm sorry
If only it was as easy as picking petals, babe
You love me, you love me not
I love you
God, what the f*ck!