Jaedynn Latter - Change My Mind Lyrics

You pop up like weeds in the pavement
Like nicotine cravings
With nothing to say, I guess
You show up, turning dreams into nightmares
Brush me off right there
Couldn't we decompress?
I'm ashamed to miss you, did you know that?
You're my biggest issue at the moment
And I guess I wish you would just go back
To being no one to me
I don't mind your slandering
You puritan at heart, you freak
But I resent that you convinced me
No one would ever love me like you did
Did you mind that I got free
From your white picket fence wet dream?
'Cause you resent that I'm the best thing
That you'll ever find
And god forbid, I change my goddamn mind
You hop up on natural drugs like
You can't let them subside
Or sutures might open up
You grow up with the pace of how paint dries
Molasses to realize
A future with me's not a gun
I'm ashamed to love you, don't you know that?
They say I'm above you at any given moment
I don't have enough of you to be so sad
Did you have enough of me?
I don't mind your silencing
You egoist, you eager leech
But I resent that you convinced me
No one would ever keep me like you did
Did you mind that I got sick
And couldn't be your holy gift?
You won't confess that I'm your mess
And I'm one of a kind
And god forbid, I change my goddamn mind
Your pride's too big for your body, baby
Games you rig, that's your hobby, baby
Hide your cig made from my body, baby
You don't dig me once I'm naughty, baby
I don't mind your mean deceit
You spineless fraud, you're just so weak
But I resent that you convinced me
No one would ever make me smile like you
You are never welcome back
And if I let you slip through cracks
Oh, it will be 'cause your knees bleed
From begging for us to be fine
And god, I just might change my goddamn mind