All of these that I used to feel numb
Made me Ashamed of now who I've become
Aye, Aye, Yeah, Aye
Ou, All of these things that I used to feel numb
Made me ashamed of now who I've become
I wanna go back to the place that I'm from
And start over now oh how I'm so dumb
I wanna go back to the things I've been through
And give all the glory right back to you
I got off the path like I got some new shoes
And now its hard to get back what do I do
I'm chasing a dream and I ain't gonna stop
I'm praying right now that it ain't gonna flop
All of them nights felt like running from cops
Now I got goals and their straight at the top
I know these young kids wanna look up to me
That's why I've thought hard on who I wanna be
Do it for fun cause I'm only 14
But if I blow up Ima bring the whole team
If I blow up ima bring the whole team
Yeah I'm down bad and I'm praying on knees
People be talking its all about me
But not the attention that I'd like to see
I don't wanna get all of the glory
Turn it back to God where it should be
And I gotta keep my circle small
Cause like 4 people stay with me
I don't have a team
But if I blow up they gone ride with me
I'm busy finding out who I should be
See I got self doubt now and its hurting me cause I listen to what people say
Ou, All of these things that I used to feel numb
Made me ashamed of now who I've become
I wanna go back to the place that I'm from
And start over now oh how I'm so dumb
I wanna go back to the things I've been through
And give all the glory right back to you
I got off the path like I got some new shoes
And now its hard to get back what do I do
I'm chasing a dream and I ain't gonna stop
I'm praying right now that it ain't gonna flop
All of them nights felt like running from cops
Now I got goals and their straight at the top
Gotten so lost now that I feel astray
I gotta grind young so I stack up this pay
Don't care about judgement I do it my way
Got all these blessings its like I just prayed
I got all these blessings its like I just prayed
And I sing from the heart like the words that I pray
I found a new path thinking musics the way and I won't have to look back on better days
See I'm writing a story of what God has in store
And I'm using the talent it comes from the core
You messed with it once and you say you want more
And I think its a gateway just like its a door, look
I rap about the same things
One day I hope to make it and I'm looking at these finer things
Don't need VVS diamonds, karats in my pinky rings
All I wanna do is give the glory to the only king
Yeah, Aye, Aye, CJ, Ou, All These Things