Jacques Aroha - Stay Sober Lyrics

I'll stick with him in his suitcase
But he lost me at the baggage claim
He's a closed book, but I'm tryin
To turn the pages, it's the same
I'll be cool, girl, and act like I'm fine
Cause this girl with problems, I'm to the mind
Like a shooting kiss, I'm waitin' at night
I've been tryin' to get sober, but it's not getting better
I've been tryin' to get sober, but it's not getting better
I got this weight on my shoulders, and it's not getting lesser
They tell me just to keep goin, I don't know if I can
Everybody always fakin, tellin' me I'm the man
See, I know that it's hard, but I gotta keep goin
I got so much pain in my heart, it keeps flowin
I'm dependin' on these drugs when I really need a hug
I smoke a blunt and turn to twelve, I guess I need a hug
Love don't help me, the drugs make me feel whole
Why they tryna take my soul
Why they tryna leave me alone
I only said it once or twice, so you don't know what I'm feelin
Only nineteen, and I'm often seen as the villain
At the age of seventeen, I was wrappin' my thoughts
Ain't nobody ever lickin' me, can't get into the vault
Uh-uh-uh, no, you can't get into the vault
That shit is locked away for good
It's the keys in my heart, the diamonds in my thoughts
And everybody talks
Love don't help me, the drugs make me feel whole
Why they tryna take my soul
Why they tryna leave me alone
I only said it once or twice, so you don't know what I'm feelin
Only nineteen, and I'm often seen as the villain
At the age of seventeen, I was wrappin' my thoughts
Ain't nobody ever lickin' me, can't get into the vault
I been tryna stay sober
But I know it's getting hard
I can't do it alone
No, no
Tryna stay sober
But I know it's getting hard
I can't do it alone
No, I can't do it alone
No