Pharmacist Video (MV)

Hey, in case nobody's asked you this today, are you okay
Are you really fine? I mean, you know it's okay to feel a little off sometimes
It's alright that you don't want to smile. You don't need to explain bad moments the way we all get them
And get through them. Don't forget that even the darkest clouds have the sun shining on the other side
So give it time, and you will be fine. Eventually. Most likely
I've been running in this race. They try to talk to me, but I don't even have a face
I'm so broken. They think I'm chosen
Times change, but people stay the same. That's something I learned
They want to handed out to them, but that ain't something you earn
See, I was going down the right road, then I made a turn
I'm in the studio, it's five AM, and I'm on a verge
I'm going crazy in this bitch. No, I ain't lazy in this bitch
Popping scripts to ease the pain. Like Lord, how did it come to this
Rocking out, we got that money, now we looking for love
Like Rod said, is there any love for a thug
YCM Forever gone, but the pain is still in me
Yeah, I've been chasing all these women, but somehow I feel empty
I know pretty girls listen to Jacques and that's a fact
But I know pretty girls ain't gonna be the thing that bring me back
But my fire and desire is gonna keep me going higher
Cause it's my fire and desire. No, I'm not a liar
See me through the wire
Sorry, I am not the best, but I've been trying for real
I wanna feel that true love, girl, but it don't feel real
And I don't feel like I'm myself unless I'm off of a pill
Why did I have to choose these girls? Lord, they're taking my will
See, now I'm praying every night like, wow, I always got a fight
I keep trapping all my feelings, but I don't know if it's right
I've been running down this long, dark road called life
Girl, come on, just take my hand. I wanted you to be my wife
I've been taking all these f*ckin' pills like I'm a pharmacist
Pop a Perc and pop a Xan, and now I'm out my mind again
Smoking all these blunts so I can ease up all the pain
Brody numbing up himself, he getting high off Novocaine
Now they saying that I'm chosen, but I don't wanna open
I stay up in the studio so I can keep my focus
Now everybody telling me that I can do better
Gon' be all lonely on December with the coldest of weather
Man, I ain't gon' lie to y'all, this shit be hard sometimes
I be struggling to do what I need to do sometimes
But I just keep going, I keep pushing
Cause I got all these people, you know, who say that they here for me
And they showing that shit too, bro
And that's what keep me going
I see the love, I see the love that's reciprocated
And, you know, that's what keep a nigga going
Because without the love from your homies, your brothers, your sister, your mom, your granny, all that
You just wouldn't have the strength to keep going, especially without God