Jacques Aroha - Freestyle Lyrics

I lost my brother and my cousin that shit hurt me deeply
My mama told me keep on going, they don't want to see me
See I've been trapped inside my brain with closing walls
Ain't nobody trying to help me out so I might have to fall
I'm talking to the mic with every chance that I get
I talk about my feelings when I feel like throwing a fit
Now everybody trying to tell me I control it within
You say you love me, don't believe it, I know it's counterfeit
You see I'm on the road alone but I'm still getting a million
But f*ck a million, I'm a run it up till I got a billion
I miss my sister everyday, I wanna cry sometimes
Because I know what I've been doing and I know it ain't right
This isolation in my room, I guess it feel like a dungeon
So scared to admit it, trying to get to that money
Everybody around me laughing but there ain't shit here funny
I wanna run a 20 mil in the hills where it's sunny
Brodie always told me I was gonna make it out
He said that I would make it out
But lately I've been trying to make it count
I gotta make it count