jacobi kai - dear love Lyrics

Dear love, I hope you're doing well, I pray you're doing more than fine
Time has flown by, pray your blessings next in line
Speaking of time, it won't take too much but I've got a lot on my mind
Dear love, I know the letter's long, can you read it if you're feeling kind
That's why I made it to a song with a simple rhyme
To ensure a good response, lay in the sun and shine
I'm thinking about the things I didn't say
Sending those messages that you often read
Trying to rest but my failures in my bed, haunting me
Nightmares showing how it used to be, to experience me or how it hurt to see
I'm sorry I never listened to you that day
But because my summer reflection, noticing what I did to you and a few in between
And I had the connection, though I was hurt I failed some lessons
And you were caught in the crossfires of my pain
So I'm sorry for my summer reflection
Apologize for my summer reflection
You didn't deserve that summer reflection
Can you forgive me for the late reflection
Dear love, though I gave it blindly, I couldn't accept your love
I could've said this, I thought I didn't deserve of
The feelings and ways you had me falling in love (with you)
It was brand new, the power you had when you were uneducated
Affected me more than I'm now medicated
Recklessly we both fumbled heavily true or false
Baby we didn't listen, we could've saved our little vision
And we failed God's audition, are you swaying to Minnie Riperton
I know we said if we let it go it may not come back
I'm not asking for that, our train's on different tracks
But sometimes I go back and think of our flashbacks
Because of my summer reflection
You got me noticing what I did to you, and a few in between
And I made that connection, though I was hurt I failed some lessons
And you were caught in the crossfires of my pain
So I'm sorry for my summer reflection
Hope you read this letter and it brings you peace
Cause of my summer reflection
Baby, I hope you're doing well
I hope you're doing well until that summer reflection