Jacob White - Let Go Lyrics

All alone thinking back to the good old days
Before I gave my life away to the trades
Back when I would fill the page full of rage
Praying to god lift me up from the f*cking haze

I would skate everyday
Take my mind off pain
Started smoking weed
In hopes to remain sane
Demons inside
Becoming hard to tame
How do I fight back
Can't stay in my own lane

Looking to the left
Looking to the right
Fighting a war but there's
Nobody by my side
Attack my heart
Piercing it with a knife
At the cross road
Look the devils in the eyes

Asking me
Have you found what you want in life
You want it all?
Here's a pen don't think twice
Sign away your soul
I promise you the best life
Come to think of it
I just might

Howling at the moon
I'm feeling like a bad wolf
Look into my eyes
Poker face I'm never gunna fold
Last little bit of chakra To stay a float
Nine tail rasengan To power up this f*cking boat

Minds clouded
The boys see i begin to pace
Allergic
I begin to drink it anyways
So numb
Cant even begin to taste
Everytime you cross the mind
Heart begins to f*cking race

I just Cannot let go
Should I stay here
Should I disappear
I just cannot let go
Do you need me
Is there still love there

Can't believe it
Im faded
Walking around
Stumbling feeling hazy
From the night before
It doesnt faze me
Telling me seek help
That shit won't tame me

Walking ghost
The public can't see me
Trapped in a bubble
Afraid to be the real me
2020
Starting to see clearly
Have To be cut for the table
To be near me

Ill admit it you left me
Ill admit That You didn't have the best me
Ill admit that your on my mind every night
But I'm grinding every day
Making plays to better me

Crazy how shit can change so fast
Having issues I be stuck in the past
Laugh it off good days never last
Holding a smile up even that can be a task

Been having visions lately
Waking up in the night
Has drove me crazy
Sold my soul to the one who pays me
You wonder why I come home feeling lazy

Coming harder now Than ever before
Better believe every track
I spilled blood on the floor
Never again gunna f*ck with a whore
Lone wolf Single track mind
Or get out the door

I just Cannot let go
Should I stay here
Should I disappear
I just cannot let go
Do you need me
Is there still love there