Jacob Nelson - Hypocrite Lyrics

Two-faced, two lives, too far gone
Too many mistakes, to fix this mess called me
I don't know if I'm gonna make it through
I don't know if I can pretend anymore

I'm not okay
I'm not just fine
I've had a bad day and I don't know why
I lose my breath
I lose my mind
Every time I think about my old self
And sometimes I wonder if I left that guy behind
Is he really dead or is he still inside
This hypocrite

I promise, last time, then I'm done
I got this, don't need You, I think I can do it on my own
It happened again, Lord, and I don't know why
Why can't I fight this Lord, are You even on my side?

I'm not okay
I'm not just fine
I've had a bad day and I don't know why
I lose my breath
I lose my mind
Every time I think about my old self
And sometimes I wonder if I left that guy behind
Is he really dead or is he still inside
This hypocrite
Oh, inside this hypocrite

I'm tired of fighting this alone
I guess it's time to really give it up to You Lord
I'm sorry again
That You weren't on the throne of my life
I really tried to push You to the side
I'm sorry Lord
I'll stand right here, as You fight for me
I'll be quiet as You say

It's all okay
You'll be just fine
It's been a bad day, I know exactly why
You lost my breath
You lost my mind
Every time you think about your old self
It's really time for you to leave that guy behind
I don't see a hypocrite I just see My child