August Video (MV)

I'M OBSESSED WITH THE THOUGHT OF A BETTER ME
AND I JUST THINK THAT I WANTED TWO DIFFERENT THINGS
YEAH YOU'D THINK THAT IT WOULD COME SO EASILY
WELL LAST I CHECKED I'M STILL PRETTY HARD TO PLEASE

PUT MYSELF IN A PLACE WHERE I DIDN'T GROW
STILL REGRET THE LAST THING THAT I WROTE
I COULD HIDE AWAY FOR A WHILE AND YOU'D NEVER KNOW
WON'T YOU DIG ME UP FROM HERE OR JUST LET ME GO

I JUST WISH I FOR ONCE COULD FEEL INVITED
WHAT CAN I SAY, DON'T KNOW IF I CAN HIDE IT

AND I'M BARELY COMING DOWN
FEEL LIKE A BORE TO BE AROUND
NO I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY
DID YOU JUST NOW FIGURE OUT?

DON'T LOOK BACK CAUSE IT WON'T FIX ANYTHING
SECOND GUESSED EVERY WORD THAT I WANTED TO SAY
YOU SAID
I ATTRACT THOSE THINGS THAT CAUSED ME PAIN
IT'S A TRAP AND I WAS JUST STANDING IN THE WAY

AND I'M BARELY COMING DOWN
FEEL LIKE A BORE TO BE AROUND
NO I HAVE NOTHING TO SAY
DID YOU JUST NOW FIGURE OUT?

WHAT IF I STILL WANT IT
WOULD THAT REALLY EVEN MATTER NOW?