Jack Raymond - Tanjiro Lyrics

I want to be the hero
But I keep playing villain
Like Tanjiro
I'm trying to slay my demons
My will to live zero
And I really mean it
And if I can't be alone
Then I'll just keep dreaming
Stay in your lane Lois if you want to hate me
Cause trust me, I do to myself and it's draining
I change in the booth but I don't want a ring
I ain't a saviour, the pain that I bring
I ain't grow up with no supervision
I got the mask on but the cape is missing
Going around in a cycle of trauma
Another round and I might just give all up
I'd say it's a product of how I was brought up
But I wasn't raised to be anxious and caught up
I've broken the heart of a daughter
And therefore I've broken the order of consortium
No remorse for the audience
Sort of a lost cause to be hoarding emotional trauma to haunt on you but
I'm just doing the best that I can to survive from this physical orifice, tournament
Tearing my heart on the floor again
Borderline ornament pain of these holes in walls
And then painting the halls with the blood of my organs and
I know I have all my children to hold again
That doesn't stop me from wanting to O.D.
No coping with
God, please make me feel whole again
I want to be the hero
But I keep playing villain
Like Tanjiro
I'm trying to slay my demons
My will to live zero
And I really mean it
And if I can't be alone
Then I'll just keep dreaming