I'm sitting here in this parking lot
Reminiscing I'm talking to god
I'm the one guy that nobody want
Silent while everybody's talking a lot
The preyed on getting prayed on
And my mind is stuck on replay
And every thought isn't mine
It's a damn shame that we ain't talk in a while
And now we'll be together in this parking lot
You robbed me of my heart
Yeah that's felon (fell in) love
I murdered every single thought
No judge meant (judgement) when I told you my verdict is done
Yet that ain't really what I'm feeling on my inner is it?
My heart be in it but my mind isn't
No college fund
I never been one to be into wishing (in tuition)
So I got no f*cking clue what I'm doing as soon as school finish
Besides you
It's all really f*cked up now
You told me you'd be patient
But I'm a cancer
Depersonalisation takes hold of my body inside
Makes it hard for me to be what you deserve
I'm caught between putting you first or me first
You got my heart with a padlock and a key turn
Always find a way no matter the bridges we burnt
Trusting in god
How can it be any different?
You give me a piece of heaven
When I'm around you there's no ground to fall on my knees
You got my ass through high school
Like all of my homies who came to school high
I ain't never been one to get educated with suit & tie
We already been tried it again like two times
But now it's too late for apologies and now I'm
I'm sitting here in this parking lot
Reminiscing I'm talking to god
I'm the one guy that nobody want
Silent while everybody's talking a lot
The preyed on getting prayed on
And my mind is stuck on replay
And every thought isn't mine
It's a damn shame that we ain't talk in a while
And now we'll be together in this parking lot
You robbed me of my heart
Yeah that's felon (fell in) love
I murdered every single thought
No judge meant (judgement) when I told you my verdict is done
Yet that ain't really what I'm feeling on my inner is it?
My heart be in it but my mind isn't
No college fund
I never been one to be into wishing (in tuition)
So I got no f*cking clue what I'm doing as soon as school finish
Besides you
Don't cry for me
I'm not worth your tears
Everything is so small when we're sitting up here in this parking lot
Resembling my mind
Cause it's empty and it's dark
But I got you to feel fine
I seen addiction before but nothing to near to
What I'm feeling now and i got wheel (will) to steer you
Key in the ignition
I'm overthinking I hear you
F*ck it I'm a shut up
Enjoy the night like i'm here to