Thinking of you again
What am I supposed to do
When there's nothing but negative shit in the news and
Nothing but murder, narcotic abuse
Nothing but fools tucking their jewels
Rap about shit they got nothing to do with
F*ck what the rules are
Run with the wolves, shit
You thinking a pack's going to change your life
Slide with the weight and you stacking the ice
I'm watching it meltdown their facade
Nothing but hoes
You thinking you God
You're nothing but kids with nothing but time
We're nothing but blips
We're all going to die
Physically old but younging inside
We worship the ground celebrities walk on but why?
Distraction helps
A fraction of rational thinking is hell
The passion I feel when I talk about dying is cause of my girl that I'm giving the world to
Look at my world view
It's plaguing, I'm shaking and taking whatever I can to escape it
I'm pacing around in my head
And I'm lacing my days with venomous thoughts and
I pray everyday that I wake and don't feel like I'm waiting for end to be near
Or I look in the mirror and see what I fear
It's wasted potential and tears, Scared to die
I feel like i'm buried alive
But maybe I can persevere and survive
Or become a legacy living through time
Or maybe I'll find that my purpose is us
Spending the rest of our time just
Me and you