Jack Raymond - Change Lyrics

''Where have you been?'' they ask me
Doing f*ck all to be honest
Yeah I still write but i feel a bit calmer,
I don't really get involved with the drama
I do what i want, don't worry bout karma
Got a family that's really what matters
I'm not talking 'bout blood
I'm talking people who don't give me no damage
Take what I can so I never getting famished
Never look back at the people that I banished
If I get hurt give a f*ck 'bout a bandage
I got love and that's really all the management i need
Not people who f*ck me over in greed
Tell me I'm ''quiet''
I say ''agreed''
I dont talk shit now
I don't got shit to say unless its positive
No negative talk, I abolished it
Look back at all my accomplishments
Not good enough, I acknowledge it
I'm coming for the throne, 'long as people know
They can no longer touch me, uncontrollable
I'm up in the hills, I'm up inside
I can breathe, don't feel like I died
I feel amazing, I look up to god
All of the people around me alive
Thats good enough just to keep me going
I got regret but I live in the moment
I no longer move like a ronin
Tell me I ''changed'' and I say ''I know it''
I kick back and I reminisce
All of the time with the boys that I miss
Traino with Ryan
We talking about everything that we'd do when we out of this bitch
Out of this struggle
Depression and pain wasn't subtle
But I overcome it
I'm f*cking in trouble again
It's not a surprise
I hate everything and this home I despise
Surrounded by drugs, unbelievable
So much so that I forgot it's illegal
Talking to people I once knew
Is like speaking to strangers like I'm on Omegle
Slurring their words and they be OD'ing now
Stuck in a box, they don't want to be around
They're violent
They're idolising these artists and they want to be it now
It's a cycle of violence
Showing its prevalence with every time that another one dies and
Going to keep spinning the record until it go diamond
Don't get me wrong
Music really isn't the problem
Nah
It's these kids trying be something
When they're not something and we robbed them of a childhood
It ain't reciprocal love
It's a miracle not being difficult
When you are one individual
Independent with no counter measures or life lessons
You missed that
You shoulder the weight of the world
Bitch slapped by life
It's never too late to be different and change, right?
I was sitting at a cross roads
Another dumb motherf*cker who's heart froze
Insecure and insensitive
Front like a good guy but it's irrelevant
Because you're not one and you're so empty
Not viewing these people as real things
They got real lives and they got real feelings
You never realised truth hurts
You are in pain
And lately it's driving you insane
Who's real, who's not when you're fake
Fake smile, fake heart, fake trust
F*ck love, that's fake love
If it's coming from you it ain't love
It's fake shit
You are destined to hate yourself and never change it