It's far too late, I can't feel a damn thing
And my mind race, I can't feel a damn thing
Like always, I've been holding back tears like all day
Say I ain't let you down, that's what they all say
Keep on working, keep on moving, tryna stall things
You say I never ever cared, but you so wrong, bae
Since we had to call it quits, I miss our talks, bae
It's all my fault because I held on to the small things
I'm such a fool, I know, I couldn't let it go
But it's in my head, it eats me up, I never let you know
You said that I'd be better dead, I never felt so low
And I ain't know how to respond, so I lost control
I never heard you talk to me like that before
You brought some bad shit up, I did like years ago
But you should know, I ain't the same, man, oh, mo
All that time I spent alone, you would've thought I would've grown
But thing after thing, everything just happened
And grief, it moves so fast, but I just can't get past it
And I just can't forgive myself for what happened
You say that it ain't my fault, I don't think that matters
But damn, it's such a burden, I'm tryna cry
I'm tryna let it out, but it ain't working
The only shoulder that I ever had just left for certain
I never showed the real me, never pulled back on them curtains
It's far too late, I can't feel a damn thing
And my mind race, I can't feel a damn thing like always
I've been holding back tears like all day
Say I ain't let you down, that's what they all say
Keep on working, keep on moving, tryna stall things
You say I never ever cared, but damn, you wrong, bae
And since we had to cut it loose, I miss our talks, bae
It's all my fault because I held on to the small things