3am has come
And grabbed me like a storm
Holding down my head
Making pictures form
Scenes of serenity
Scenes of faded hues
Scenes full of content because they're filled with you
But the sorrow waits just on the other side
And another trace comes out I'll have to hide
I'm drowning on land
It's just as I've planned
I throw myself down the hill towards the rocks and sand
I take my own pill and swallow it whole
I'll never make you understand
Bleed it all right out
Turn my skin to blue
Masking all the light that once was seen by you
I'll hide into the dark
Feel its emptiness
Resonate with it and by it I'll be dressed
One more convoluted piece of scrawly art
One more broken piece pulled right out of the stars
I'm drowning on land
It's just as I've planned
I throw myself down the hill towards the rocks and sand
I take my own pill and swallow it whole
I'll never make you understand
You don't hate yourself enough to love me yet, yet
You don't hate yourself enough to love me yet, yet
You don't hate yourself enough to love me yet, yet
You don't hate yourself enough to love me yet, yet
I hope you never do
You're worth you're weight in gold
And I'm like a distant taste
Just leave me to go old