This is patricia's song, i just wanted to say that...
She says she doesn't wanna see one more sunset past 60
I laugh as if she actually wants to die when i'm 26
Then she asks me why, and all I can say is
Old friend you're the one with too much to say so it won't be conveyed thru words
I can attempt to pen this down in a verse but the feeling is wild and immersed
Nothing's worse than a rhyme or reason that doesn't work
So i work and i work and i search for the word
Is it a verb or a curse i just can't unearth
When I write and I write and I write and I write and it still isn't right
Will is my might i continue to fight
The reason doesn't need to rhyme the truth is in between these lines
I've tried ten thousand times true love just can't be defined
Through the lawsuits and soon into the interviews i promise
I will stay honest and true to you and i
Always keep me close i'll keep you in mind
Even though you're psycho so am I
I love you with my eyes closed
I could've left a nice note but instead i'm hitting high notes
For you i'd walk across a motherf*cking tightrope
I'm not making jokes
Through hard times we survived because of you
I work twice as hard because of you
I f*cking love you and I don't need a rhyme or a reason to tell you
Clutch your cross i promise when it comes to moms you're the bombest
I've been doing you the wrongest, I just want you to know you belong with us
Your boy is grown into a man, still need a helping hand from my mama
Grandpa told me the only way to succeed was to take things step by step
I'm seventeen I can see each step
It's so cold I can see each breath
Stepping stones three feet from gold i'll reach these goals for you and me both
Don't get me wrong it ain't all bad i'm as strong as can be
Hear the warrior in me hear the roar in the beat
Each beat lets me compete to be the best that's ever been
Perhaps in the end but until then i'll sing the cleverest song i can
The winter wind won't last as long when i'm gone so
On and On i suppose the story unfolds
The glorious rose that grows through cracks and holes of the concrete
You raised me and I have not thanked you properly
They may take away my legs and property
But they'll never stop me from jotting prophecies i'll always be caught
Between schemes and monotony but honestly
Whatever the weather may be i guarantee
Something constant is the promise that i'm following
So if i'm not home for halloween don't be mad mom
Because this isn't a sad song just sing along with me
Clutch your cross i promise when it comes to moms you're the bombest
I've been doing you the wrongest, I just want you to know you belong with us
Your boy is grown into a man, still need a helping hand from my mama
Honest Modestly the best
Those are terms i can use to express
The west loving mother that i have come to expect every piece to be kept when i'm stressed
Put to the test and i pass every class except for the ones they check don't fret
Just remember god hasn't finished with me yet
Timeless rhymes baptized in holy wine it's about time i express to her how i feel
How i feel bad about every fight that we've had
Seventy seven percent my fault i accept that you're the best at
Everything i was wrong you were right
That should patch things up right
Hold up let me do it right
I could've bought you a box of chocolates but i wrote you a song instead
Mom you're best and that's not a threat
I'm just being honest the problem is we don't talk we fight
Even when i know it's wrong i can't do right
How do we survive the nine to five when time and time again
Life feels like uphill wind sprints in an endless track i cannot stand back
Can't stand rules being told what to do screw school man i am too cool
Just look at my shoes
The proofs in the boost off the beat
I feel so clean so complete so beautiful
Moving shooting hoops nothing but net
So unique and correct
Maneuvering through these beats with finesse
Perfectly blessed maternally
Eternally changing the game expect nothing less