The Star Diary Video (MV)

In the moshpit lit, here I feel like the shit
I don't wanna go outside
In the moshpit lit, tryna work on myself hmm
I could just die
Bro pass me the spliff, I think its pure bliss
I swear I get closer to God
And as far as that bitch
I wish she was it
Looking back it was all a facade
All these lights start to flash when I show up
I'm a motherf*ckin' star, can I blow up?
I'm a motherf*ckin' star, can you notice?
I'ma bury my pride when its over
All these things on my mind hard to focus
I'ma be more than rich when its over
Hard to feel when my cup runneth over
Hard to feel when the drugs takin' over
Its just so hard to feel, So hard to chill
Especially when the money get longer
And the weed get stronger, Plus they got fent in the pills
And guns on the corner
I just stay in my zone, uh
Think I need a f*ckin break from the drugs and go sober
And I think I gotta own up
When he died, I died inside from the trauma

Hey I got too lost in the past now
I'm back now
Can't nun else change how I act, not overreacting
Can't waste no time, want the racks now
I can't back down
And I don't need help i'm back now with a passion

Too much codeine on the scene
These scene girls ain't the girl of my dreams
And they all wanna meet, I'm a nice guy off the lean let em come to the suite
And they all look sweet. Lying through they teeth til I leave
But my heart in a Brinks and this world so cold
Lucky for me I bought a mink with my Diesel jeans
They don't know what it means to me
They don't know what I dream to be
I just tell em believe in me
The sooner they leave, the sooner I reach
And it aint about greed
I know I'm a star. What you see when you looking at me?
And that's just what I need, I know I'm a star. What you see when you looking at me?

Hey I got too lost in the past now
I'm back now
Can't nun else change how I act, not overreacting
Can't waste no time, want the racks now
I can't back down
And I don't need help i'm back now with a passion