I'm falling into the abyss
There's gotta be more to my life than this
Don't say it's all gonna be okay
'Cause I'm watchin' everything fade away
I try to cut all these corners
I live a life without borders
As I get a little bit older
Every day seems to get shorter
I feel like nobody likes me
Then blame it all on my psyche
Does anybody ever hear my plea?
I feel like it's highly unlikely
In my head
I lie awake in bed
Regret the things I've said
I'm counting every breath
In my mind
I left it all behind
Can't see the brighter side
Feels like I'm going blind
I walked across that frozen lake
Then I watched all the ice start to break
I must've lost all of my will
'Cause I just stood still
I've tried to cut all these corners
I lived a life without borders
As I got to grow a lot older
Everyday kept getting shorter
I felt like nobody liked me
Then blamed it all on my psyche
Did anybody ever hear my plea?
I know that it's highly unlikely
In my head
I lie awake in bed
Regret the things I've said
I'm counting every breath
In my mind
I left it all behind
Can't see the brighter side
Feels like I'm going blind
In my head
In my head
In my head
I am
In my head
In my head
In my head
I'm trying
To let go
Da-da-da
Da-da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da-da
Da-da-da
Da-da-da oh oh
When did I lose control?
I guess I'll never know
I'm sinking in the cold
My heart is beating slow
When did I lose control?
I guess I'll never know
I'm sinking in the cold
I'm sinking
In my head
I lie awake in bed
Regret the things I've said
I'm counting every breath
In my mind
I left it all behind
Can't see the brighter side
Feels like I'm going blind
In my head
In my head
In my head
I am
In my head
In my head
In my head
I'm trying
To let go