J Witt - Always on My Mind Lyrics

It was early summer, I was just a teen
The first time I saw you, thought you looked like a queen
Figured you'd just be another hoe on my screen
But you were different than any girl I'd ever seen
We started talking and it's like the light turned green
Didn't think we go here, even in my wildest dream
You were really sweet and funny
All of a sudden my life was sunny
You started calling me honey, I was like damn
And it's crazy, before we ever even met
We were talking, saying things I won't forget
My heart took off like a jet
Felt like I's tangled in a net
I said I love this girl to death
I can't get her out my head
If I lost her I'd be dead, damn
You were a girl with daddy issues
Cause he went crazy and left you
You were calling me boo, I caught feelings for you
Wanted to make you mine, yeah that's true
I was falling in love with you
Everything so fresh and new
I just didn't know what to do
But I wish I would've knew

Girl, you're always on my mind
I just can't put you behind
Don't f*cking think I didn't try!
But for some reason I keep asking why
Sometimes I just wanna die
Recording this shit, trying not to cry
Cause now you're with another guy
I keep yelling at the f*cking sky!

Yeah, I wrote that shit a couple months ago
Crazy how shit changes, now you're just a hoe
You were putting on a show like you thought I'd never know
Woah, but wait what? You're with him?
Now I take back those words that I penned
I gave you my heart and you bent it
Gave you all of my love and you spent it
All those messages, I sent em
All the things that I said, I meant em
Ain't that some shit, how the f*ck you gonna do me like that?
Now the cat's out the bag, yo this ain't a f*cking gag
Shoulda seen the red flag, why you gotta be a drag
Now you turned my heart black, yeah there's no going back
While I'm sitting here drinking this jack
This shit's so f*cking whack
F*ck you aye, now I feel so betrayed
Now I see I got played, f*ck the memories that we made
Feel like I'm hit by a grenade, once again I'm afraid
I need medical aid, just cut myself with a blade
Now I'm leaving, you'll be grieving
You were so deceiving, blacking out is so relieving
I feel weak, don't wanna speak
I'm boutta be six feet deep, feel free to weep
I'm about to go to sleep, here's a memory you can keep

Girl, you're always on my mind
I just can't put you behind
Don't f*cking think I didn't try!
But for some reason I keep asking why
Sometimes I just wanna die
Recording this shit, trying not to cry
Cause now you're with another guy
I keep yelling at the f*cking sky!

I gave you everything then you bounced like a spring
Wanted to give you a ring, now I can only sing
You broke my f*cking heart, now we've drifted apart
Should've put up my guard, I got played from the start
Guess I should've been smart, now my heart's cold and hard
You f*cking liar and I'm not preaching to the choir
I can't cope, just sitting here with my pain getting higher
I might make a noose with this headphone wire
Don't want nothing else, no one else to acquire
Except a girl who loves me and doesn't conspire
You're fake, for f*ck sake, you f*cking snake, a damn mistake
I'm not trynna sound like drake
Just trynna get over this heartache
I gave you everything I had, everything I was
You were mine, now you made my heart break

Girl, you're always on my mind
I just can't put you behind
Don't f*cking think I didn't try!
But for some reason I keep asking why
Sometimes I just wanna die
Recording this shit, trying not to cry
Cause now you're with another guy
I keep yelling at the f*cking sky!

Now I'm moving on to something better
Just felt like I should write you this letter
Drowning in this jack trynna forget her
Crying, my cheeks just getting wetter
She said I'm sorry, can you forgive me? I said never
You played me, you thought that you were clever
It's been a long time since we severed
But I'm over you girl, it's whatever