J Lyrik - The Blues Lyrics

Wake em up Yontay
Smoking so much tree to help me from getting clouded
Been saying I'ma quit but I seriously doubt it
Cause I been dealing with this pain shit
But I know I'm to blame shit
I'm too busy chasing around the same shit
F*ckin love
I really wanna try again but it done f*cked me up
From my mama to my baby mama
Giving my all but it seems like what I'm doing never a f*ckin nough
How I adjust to this pain problem
F*ck
Roll it up though
Pour a lil Hennessy in my cup yo
Can't let em see me down so I rather be high
That way no one can tell that I really wanna cry
I never got the chance to tell my grandfather bye and it hurts
Cause he the only one that cared
But when he died I was too young and they wouldn't let me go see him
But, I really wanted to be there
F*ck, I swear I loved we just didn't work
Now you doing things out of character because you hurt
But trust I understand
Told you a lot
I know wasn't part of the plan
To be apart
But it really break my heart to see you with that other man too
Cause ion speak on it, that'll mean I ain't going through
See everybody swear I'm so strong
And everything I'm dealing with I can do it alone
Like with my first divorce nobody called to see how I was getting by
I was fighting for my daughter and dying inside
Some of the same dealings with my son
These bitches pushing my buttons man I swear I ain't the one
And family too, yeah they'll do the same
Forget all about me since you done got the fame
Remember back in the day
When I used to let you push my shit
But ain't check on me when they took my shit
That's love though.
Sometimes I cry
When I'm all by myself y'all
Sometimes I cry
When I ain't got none left y'all
Sometimes I cry
When there's nobody near me
Sometimes I cry
Seems like nobody hears me