J Jesus - Darkness of Life Lyrics

I came from the darkness
Where time and space are one and the same
And as I arrived in this place
I became another player in this human race
My innocence was abused
And I became the abuser
Inside I was consumed
Thinking that I was a loser
"It's always been this way"
They said
But still, deep down
It didn't make sense
There's something wrong in here
Why am I filled with fear?
I remember being a child
Closing my eyes
And seeing the darkness
Where is it hiding
Where can I find it
I will not stay heartless
Everyday I rise
Looking in to find
The best way to live
Making sure I forgive
Everything that I find
To be less than Life
It will not stay inside me, no
It will not stay inside me
Didn't find in love
Cause love turned into hate
I didn't find it in God
Because God turned evil
I didn't find it in money
Cause greed turned into poverty
Luxury into misery
But then, after many lifetimes
I saw the Darkness of Life in his eyes
"It's always been here, with you"
He said
"From your first breath
To your death bed"
"Walk back in time
See how you've been design
Peel off the layers of lies
To meet yourself as Life"
Everyday I rise
Looking in to find
The best way to live
Making sure I forgive
Everything that I find
To be less than Life
It will not stay inside me, no
It will not stay inside me