J Fierro - Love Lost Lyrics

I blow exotic cause I drown in the insomnia
Shed so many so tears, when I'm sad I can't cry at all
I learned the hard way that the money it can't buy it all
Despite of all the obstacles a youngin really standing tall
If they ever cross me ima slide em ima do em raw
Love already lost cause the closest always do me wrong
Keeping it a buck round here we ain't never flaw
Yeah we going up, gotta get it that's at any cost

I'm going off cause they counted me out
I'm going off cause I'm off of this loud
I'm going off cause I'm off of this crown
I'm going up now they can't hold me down
I'm glowing up that's just off of the sound
They fold up now they can't come around
Hey momma do I make you proud
The love lost it's darkness I found

I took this route and I had prayed that it would take me
To bigger blessings I'm just tired of doing the same thing
I'm tryna live mine to the fullest can you blame me
I beat the odds against me, look at what they made me
They see me poppin' yeah the kid going crazy
I know they talk but they just talk n it don't faze me
They try to copy you can't copy what it take me
I chase monopoly cause these bitches they can't pay me

Cards stacked against me, I still made a play
You turned ya back n I still a made a way
When the love lost you can't get it back
You can't break my heart if I don't get attached
How you supposed to know if you ain't ever askin'
Always been me I ain't never maskin
Keepin' it real, they ain't never grasp it
I thought that I told em I ran me some racks
I might just go cop designer fashion
Gotta grind til I'm in a mansion
Ain't have a thing, so I gotta have it
Light beam I can let you have it
These trenches made me a savage
Reachings heights they couldn't fathom
I turned a plate to a platter
I know they hate it don't matter
I'm going up that's a ladder
Them boys is going out sadder
Jeans sag cause my pockets got fatter
I know they mad cause my chick is badder
She got the cake got the batter
Tell her go shake it like rattle
I know they snakes they would tattle
Hope in my veins every day like a battle
She ease my mind she gone ride like a saddle
N I'm breakin' ceilings can't come to no plateau

Can't get it back, once the Love lost
Once the Loves gone then the Loves Gone
But you be on my mind so I get gone
N I know I shouldn't be healing like this
But I just hate feeling like this
I know I shouldn't be healing like this
But I just hate feeling like this

I blow exotic cause I drown in the insomnia
Shed so many so tears, when I'm sad I can't cry at all
I learned the hard way that the money it can't buy it all
Despite of all these obstacles a youngin really standing tall
If they ever cross me ima slide em ima do em raw
Love already lost cause the closest always do me wrong
Keeping it a buck round here we ain't never flaw
Yeah we going up, gotta get it that's at any cost

I'm going off cause they counted me out
I'm going off cause I'm off of this loud
I'm going off cause I'm off of this crown
I'm going up now they can't hold me down
I'm glowing up that's just off of the sound
They fold up now they can't come around
Hey momma do I make you proud
The love lost its darkness I found