Apologies for all the words
That tore you down and f*cked your world
It wasn't meant to come to this
But you know tha to had to take the risk
I know you crying on your bed
My lies they weighin on your head
Echoing into your mind
I wish i never f*ckin lied
I've lost my wayy
I can't find myself
And i'm just lying here awake
Trynna save myself again
My souls been gone for a little while
Taken a walk it's a missing child
In the time lost i been getting wild
I don't miss you cus it ain't my style
I said it ain't my style to get mixed up in feelings
I'm just trynna find my way out of this shit that i been feeling
I keep catching myself falling and it's gettin kinda tiring
When it comes to f*ckin love i keep on thinkin bout retiring
This all some shit that i been feeling for a little while
Sick of gettin f*ckin played with, i'm a toy the girls a child
It's never f*ckin easy is it, really f*ckin drives me wild
And you ain't understanding, getting feelings ain't my f*ckin style
I've lost my wayy
I can't find myself
And i'm just lying here awake
Trynna save myself again
My souls been gone for a little while
Taken a walk it's a missing child
In the time lost i been getting wild
I don't miss you cus it ain't my style