J4CKG - Alone Now Lyrics

You said you didn't want me years ago
'Coz you said you didn't want the sadness
You knew times were tough, told me to suck it up
'Coz your boyfriends around and you don't want a sound from me
You don't want me to eat

Starved myself 'til couldn't breathe
I was on your mind 'til couldn't see your hands around my neck
Tears flowing down my cheek, you wanted to get rid of me
You tried to kill me in my head

Times are changed now I'm alone on the table you left me on
You make me wanna cry about it
But I can't stand being an outcast of a broken boy
You saw me laugh and cry but you took the pictures standing there
Eating wasn't fun for me but you didn't take the blame

You threatened me with the blade but you can't stand my pain
Cut myself out of the memories intertwined with dark-end feelings
Tore me apart with every stare judging my weight but it's not fair
Even when I lost weight you still wanted more from me

Can't you admit the fact you ruined me
Or is it secret and bittersweet?
I can't the stand way you look me
Oh I, couldn't breathe

I guess I'm alone now, I guess I'm alone now
I guess I'm alone now, now, now, now, now
I guess I'm alone now, I guess I'm alone now
I guess I'm alone now, now, now, now, now

And if I can't take it no more would you be out the door
And as I've forgotten about you all
And you're out of my life 'coz you can't suffice
Why can't I get out of yours?