J2-Starter - Save Me Lyrics

Look, all the shit i went through, they ain't never see (Never see)
And half the shit i went through i ain't never speak (Never speak)
I go and get these clothes to let my cheddar speak (Cheddar speak)
Then put a smile on my face, you seen the better me? (Uhhhh)
The better me ain't the real (Ain't the real)
Imagine if i show you how i feel (How i feel)
Your lil' words proly work in the moment
Regardless, it's me in that mirror still nigga
Numb but i'm feeling pain
Haven't been myself for days
Maybe this shit just a phase
Lying to myself again
I lost focus, but what's even worse is that my heart is on my sleeve in the open
And nobody noticed
Should crack a smile cause this check just cleared
Headache pills on my dresser such a mess right there uh
Stressing and she wanna get next to me, weird
Come to think about it, i ain't had sex in a year (Uhh)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Uhhh in my search for my piece of mind (Piece of mind)
Crazy how i'm the con artist getting conned (Getting conned)
My friends proly like we talk everyday (F*ck nigga)
So why am i just hearing bout this shit now
(Just hearing bout this shit, just hearing about this)
Uhhh i ain't get a haircut in a month
I ain't eat breakfast and i barely ate lunch
When my mother asks what's wrong i tell her not much
Shit i tell her not much (Lying like a motherf*cker and shit look)
Can't trust her then who could i trust
There wouldn't be a me if there wasn't a her
Our relationship is strained, pressure under enough
Can't tell her everything so i cover it up
Conversations with my shadows be the loneliest part
Memoirs of why i'm angry, keep these holes in my heart
My nephew wrote a letter, broke in my heart
That's when i realized i took shit too far, sorry got too much scars uhh
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)
Will you save me (Will you save me, will you save me)