Izzey Marnham - Alive Lyrics

You were the hardest lesson I ever learnt
I still have to find ways to forget the hurt
So long ago I can't remember most parts
But when I unlock them it makes the hurt start

All over again
Makes me remember when
I stayed up all night not knowing if you were alright
Brings it back again to when I lost friends
Because I'd always choose you
They didn't know why
But it kept you alive
You alive
Alive kept you alive

Remembering is like holding thorns
I don't feel the roses only the pain of it all
No one sees the beauty that you were for me
And they don't understand if it was so bad
Why I couldn't leave

I could't leave you said you wouldn't carry on
And you blamed me for all in your life that was wrong
You said it was wrong of me to ask you to stay
To look me in the eye and I'll make you okay

If you stay alive
For one more night
I'm killing myself here
To make you say goodnight
Instead of goodbye

Alive
Stay Alive
Stay Alive

I had to leave to stay alive
My heart couldn't take the pain
It forgets you to survive
You killed me I didn't mind the pain
'Cause now we can both that you survived
That you're still alive