What do you want from me? (EXTENDED) Video (MV)

Yeah, what is it that you want from me Yeah, tell me what you want, tell me what
You need I don't wanna run it down, I just need to
Bleed I don't wanna fight it out, I don't wanna
See I don't wanna fight it out
Yeah, what is it that you want from me Yeah, what is it that you want from me
What would you do if I said that I was fighting demons
What would you do if I said you switch up like the seasons
Living to die, but I'm just living in a curse
Findin' the old me and make him think you was the worse (yeah)
Diving in money and make it up, I'm a nurse
Shouting my lyrics so you can hear me on the verse
I can get loud and drive you away in a hearse
Turned my ways into lessons and diamonds be hittin' the curb, yeah
Girl, the diamonds be hittin' the curb, diamonds be hittin' the curb
You'll be finding a right way, finding out the dark place
Yeah, i'll be fightin', girl you're a diamond
I'm shooting my shot, I'm taking the lot, I'm choosing the lightning
Why we fighting, I'm feeling frightening
Shoot me down with your love, it's like lightning
You're so enlightened
You made me find my peace, but I'm still fighting my demons away
I still have trouble just passing my day
I still have trouble just finding my way
Demons still haunt me from past, I'll explain
I need to heal, but it's hard, I'm afraid
One day you'll leave me alone to decay
I'm still just trying to forget the way I was treated
Tore me apart like I didn't have feelings
And now I'm just stealing my heart from the pain
But it's all just freezing, it all floats away
I'm ashamed, I'm ashamed
That it's taken so long to forget all this regret and pain
Take my life for a walk cause I'm sick but I'm choosing to stay
(Yeah, I'm choosing to stay, yeah, I'm choosing to stay)
(Yeah, I'm choosing to stay, yeah, I'm choosing to stay)
I don't wanna be dead, no, I don't wanna go sick, bro
I just want that real tight love, you know I'm craving that shit, so
Find me the one that's here for the long show
Find me the one that's here when I'm low
Know that it's hard to find the one when I am the one
That's not even there when I feel alone
You know it's different, I can't even do this shit no more
There's no excuse, gotta make some distance
Gotta go home, gotta do these dishes
Mum always knew that my life was different
But always knew that my life was distant
Can't even go home now, if life was a movie
Shit, I'd be moving different