Maybe tomorrow my moment will come
But for today I'm writing till my fingers go numb
Or even focus on making a new income
Making plans and goals to achieve the dream
Put together a plan or arrange a new scheme
Be financially free and leave
But can't over see
The struggles that made me to be
The person that I am today
Cold feet in the summer time
All covered in thickened grime
I've walked so many miles in my mind a day
Wondering what life could bring me some day
Stuck in the past like it never really ended
The days where my eyes were to be low
Smoking on the doobie rolls in the studio
Collecting the best of the best audio
Fake people wanna be around me adios
Filled with negativity I might just overdose
In need of vitamin E that's my diagnose
Energy on E I believed it was me
The one that had to let everyone down
Or be the one to make everyone proud
Now it Feels like I got the worlds weight on my mothaf*ckin' shoulders
On my shoulders
Thinking that I had it in my palms hit the drums test the toms
Make believe stuck in a fable
Many fake people at the mothaf*ckin' table
I tried to square away my circle But it was like reaching for the stars impossible
Drama steady hitting my way it's improbable
People think other wise
Thinking the rumors are wise words from who
Maybe the demons that trying to get to me
After finding ways to block them out
With the diablos grass I had a stash
With the diablos grass I had a stash
A remedy that made me go greedy
I tried my best not to disappoint my parents
Somewhere along the way I ended up careless
Not proud of the one I was becoming
Maybe I was meant for succumbing
So I'm feastin' on these words
So I'm feastin' on these words
These rythms they flow
Deliciously they go
Through the ears of my peers
Could it be worse better or fear
Till death is near so we sweat it, Uh
Call me an introvert or pathetic
The way that I'm living quiet in the shadows
Lurking through and through till I find the next door
Opportunity calling me or might it be the devil
Afraid of the future can't sacrifice change
So uncanny cold mysterious furious
A book never read before it gives you the chills
Never the less the mind wonders till it fulfills
Spiraling down a path considering popping pills
I just gotta fight
I just gotta fight
I just gotta fight
I just gotta fight till the end of time
I just gotta grind
I just gotta grind
I just gotta grind till the end of time
I just gotta
I just gotta fight
I just gotta fight till the end of time
Whoa ohoh
(I just gotta fight)
(I just gotta fight till the end of time whoa)