It Doesn't Bother Me - Patterns Lyrics

Having a hard time trying to find if I'm on the right path
Making changes cutting things and straight up making people mad
Sofar so happy living your life's so called fullest extent
Worst of all is all the people's time you wasted

Always kept it up til I could start losing it all
Happy smile, no big deal, like I'd wanna talk
Holding on to this push and pull
Life inside just gets so cold

Like God just set you there, such an embarrassment
And I got wounds upon my skin like words I never get to say
And I just never get it, day by day
Bet it sucks that moving on gets so much easier to take

Always reminded of a time around this time last fall
Coldest morning or shitty weekend I can't stand grey walls
I just tend to shake for minutes and lock the stall
One more night to spend alone

Like God just set you there, such an embarrassment
And I got wounds upon my skin like words I never get to say
And I just never get it, day by day
Bet it sucks that moving on gets so much easier to take

I stayed quiet you got high and let it get your head
I'm the side that's left to suffer and defend the pack
Let's just end it, I'll just bend
Apparent contact ends
Acting like a friend has never been it

Like God just set you there, such an embarrassment
And I got wounds upon my skin like words I never get to say
And I just never get it, day by day
Bet it sucks that moving on gets so much easier to take