istrateu - i hate myself Lyrics

I f*cking hate myself
I wanna die so bad
Ah, no one else can help
You, you
I f*cking hate myself
I wanna die so bad
Ah, no one else can help
You, you
Leave me out of your temptation
That's okay with me
Gotta outlive the expectation
That I will ever heal
I will never understand
The whys and hows of it
Gotta hate you now, gotta call the end
In the hope we'll never meet
Sip your drink and tell me more of what I wanna hear
Losing me's the catastrophe that you have never feared
I'm all alone being held by my bed
I don't wanna be a prison to the things you said
I f*cking hate myself
I wanna die so bad
Ah, no one else can help
You, you
I f*cking hate myself
I wanna die so bad
Ah, no one else can help
You, you
I believed in infinity for a limited time
I believe in the silence until it tears your apart
I believed in the road that I am destined to take
Do you hear me? Let me just.. Just wait
Am I good enough for you or do I love you enough?
My head is pretty f*cked up and my heart can be as rough
But I promised that I'd do anything that I know
Wasn't sure that that meant letting you go
Now I'm stuck between a little bottle and some pills
Your notification's got me hooked up to those chills
I thought you were for me a blessing in disguise
I respect you way to much to tell you any lies
I f*cking hate myself
I wanna die so bad
Ah, no one else can help
You, you
I f*cking hate myself
I wanna die so bad
Ah, no one else can help
You, you
I'll call you when I get home
I'll call you when I get home
I'll call you when I get home
I'll call you when I get home
I don't wanna hate myself
I'm asking for your help
I think you just got in my head
F*ck you