Isolando - Pain Lyrics

I don't worry, I tell you
I'm a man who believes that I died 20 years ago
And I live like a man who is dead already
I have no fear (yeah) whatsoever of anybody or anything
Look
My brudda said he proud of me
I be asking what for?
I just keep displacing my sorrow until I drown folks
I ain't with that talking mama
I might lay em down tho
Life might be beat your ass
But what you throwing in that towel for?
Never been
Great but I'm grateful
Heart full but its hateful
Feeling like a hero the way my money keep on saving
Paper sticking like a staple
I wont never say I'm ballin' but I'm stable
Please don't ask my niggas if they'd kill for me
Momma would you steal for me?
Told my little sisters I love em so would you live me?
This rapping getting harder but maybe harder was meant for me
It's you and 2 niggas that make me harden I'm shooting 3
Guns don't make you harder
I gotta move smarter
They'll leave you stuck to these streets word to my father
Seen a nigga get shot in the mall why even bother
Ion like the way I'm living but I gotta keep my guard up
I don't trust a word they say no mo
I need your words to match you actions
But nobody match my passion
It's a science to it, I'm just moving based off your reactions
I been lying to em, they just want my money from da rappin'
I been
Moving by my lonely
Wasn't feeling the love
I had to find out they was phony
I been sharing too much and
Everybody screaming shots
That's why I'm keeping it tucked and
Now this liquor got me thinking that I'm caring too much
Ever since you said it was over
I ain't never sober
I just been all over these bitches like fashion nova
I just wear my heart on my sleeve I thought they told you
My brudda let it fly over C's he like a soldier
They do it game
They do it for the dollars
I got brothers that believe in me
I do it for they daughters
They do it game
They do it for the dollars
I got brothers that believe in me
I do it for they daughters
All I said was be patient