So I should just dry my tears
Put my f*cking make up on
And pretend I'm my D&D character
Instead of hiding forever
And let's say
I should be what you expect me to be
Without suffering about it?
Well, isn't that convenient
Rip the meat off my ribcage
Take my blood and take my veins
Bite me chew me spit me out
I can't stand walking around
What you see is very wrong
I am not where I belong
This is not who I am inside
This is all a pantomime
F*ck my body f*ck my life
F*ck my truth and f*ck my lies
F*ck these tears and f*ck my pride
F*ck my heart and f*ck my mind
This is my angry song about stuff I can't say
It's so, so wrong
To be afraid
I can't come to your party
I can't go out tonight
I can't wear what you think fits me better
I can't tell you why
Maybe I'll be born again
But it could cause me too much pain
Hit me push me take me down
I can't stand walking around
What I see is very wrong
I am not where I belong
This is not who I am inside
This is all a pantomime
F*ck the mirrors f*ck the clothes
F*ck the people f*ck the norms
F*ck the sorrow f*ck my hope
F*ck my friends yes f*ck them all
This is my angry song about stuff I can't say
It's so, so wrong
To be afraid
I can't come to your party
I can't go out tonight
I can't wear what you think fits me better
I can't tell you why
This is my angry song about stuff I can't say
It's so, so wrong
To be afraid
I can't come out tonight
I can't come out tonight
I can't come out tonight
I can't tell you why