Unexpected Video (MV)

I don't know what it is
But I have an appeal to heroine
Though I've never tasted it
I can feel it on my skin

I like being lonely
Singing sad melodies
When you lay close to me
I'm still unhappy

It's an unexpected dream of mine
I don't think I have the time to explain it
They seem to control my existence
Whenever I get close my heart wants distance

Please know I'm trying myself
To understand this hell
We can argue through the night
Please help me as we realize

I know you're unhappy
I'm am too
I know you're unhappy
I am too

It's an unexpected dream of mine
I don't think I have the time to explain it
They seem to control my existence
Whenever I get close my heart wants distance