I think I might've loved you
Convinced myself it wasn't true
But honest I was terrified
That I could not love you right
So I drove away
That fourth night of May
Cause' I couldn't bear to look you in the eyes
And I'll admit I can be stubborn
One of my many flaws
My heart shows me the direction
And I'll be sure to stray far
And that's what I did
Buried these feelings
'Til it's too late to change my mind
But you look happier than I have ever seen
And she's everything that I couldn't be
It's enchanting just to see you smile
Though I still die a little every time
I'm happy that you found what you need but I can't lie
I wish it was me, I wish it was me, I wish it was me
Oh, I wish it was me
I couldn't face the truth
Thought of every excuse
Told myself you'd never love me
Though I never really knew
And that's just how it goes
It can feel so cold
When you lose someone you never even got to hold
But you look happier than I have ever seen
And she's everything that I couldn't be
It's enchanting just to see you smile
Though I still die a little every time
I'm happy that you found what you need but I can't lie
I wish it was me, I wish it was me, I wish it was me
Oh I wish it was me
I wish it was me, I wish it was me, I wish it was me