Ishan - OD. Lyrics

I got niggas that want to kill me and niggas that wanna talk
Niggas that say they with me Can't see em when Imma walk
Can't put my trust in any these niggas man who gon' hold it down
The people with me now gon' be with me when Imma hold the crown
Niggas that want to kill me and niggas that wanna talk
Niggas that say they with me can't see em when Imma walk
Can't put my trust in any these niggas man who gon' hold it down
The people with me now gon' be with me when Imma hold the crown

I wanna talk about my brother a little bit
Homie when I was a kid man I was never considerate
Knew I caused a lot of problems for you-never considered it
Don't know why you never hated me well probably you did a bit
Growing up was hard for you I never understood it
Didn't make it easier for you nigga I probably should've
Shared a room until you left asleep by 9:30
Remember dad be be bussin' in the room because your side was dirty?
Sent me money every week while you was workin'
Dad ain't know until he checked yo Venmo one day steady lurkin'
Told you that I wanna rap you bought me headphones and my first mic
Recording in the closet sent you tracks on like the first night
We came a long way from fighting when we was kids
I never once apologized to you for the shit that I did
You shoulda whooped me I'm surprised 'cuz you was chillin'
Imma keep makin' this music till the day I touch the ceiling

I got niggas that want to kill me and niggas that wanna talk
Niggas that say they with me Can't see em when Imma walk
Can't put my trust in any these niggas man who gon' hold it down
The people with me now gon' be with me when Imma hold the crown
Niggas that want to kill me and niggas that wanna talk
Niggas that say they with me can't see em when Imma walk
Can't put my trust in any these niggas man who gon' hold it down
The people with me now gon' be with me when Imma hold the crown

You was struggling in life when you was young
Ain't know what was goin' on and dad been harder on his son
Ain't focusin' in class the teachers scheduling meetings
Now dads embarassed he gets home I see you gettin' a beating
Now mama left and dad been workin' you in charge of takin' care of things
You mannin' up just trynna focus on some better things
You hurtin' like I was hurtin' I never checked on you
You felt alone and cold even when I was standing next to you
And that was my fault ain't afraid to admit it
After all the times a nigga slept on you you never did it
Your heart was broken when I said that I was quittin'
Remember devastation on your face up I told you in the kitchen
You was the only one believe that I could make it
All them pussy niggas watchin' but they too afraid to say it
I'm trynna put a million up in your bank
And dawg I know you know it's comin' I'm sorry to keep you waitin'

I got niggas that want to kill me and niggas that wanna talk
Niggas that say they with me Can't see em when Imma walk
Can't put my trust in any these niggas man who gon' hold it down
The people with me now gon' be with me when Imma hold the crown
Niggas that want to kill me and niggas that wanna talk
Niggas that say they with me can't see em when Imma walk
Can't put my trust in any these niggas man who gon' hold it down
The people with me now gon' be with me when Imma hold the crown