I don't care what happens to us past today
But I will never let you walk out in the rain
This is not a trap, no this is not a game
I may want you hurting but I want you safe
I could see the anger flying in her face
I could feel the danger if I chose to stay
Was there any truth in what she had to say?
Was there any comfort in the home we made?
I swore that you would never
Question our forever
That I could show you better
And I meant every letter
Our time apart has torn us
Your mom was right to warn us
You're crying on the sofa
But I don't want that rain
So now you're texting your friends and telling them that they were right
Letting them crack the window on our shattered love life
Truth is I know that they would lean on your side
Why would anybody trust a man who lied?
Truth is I am struggling to find the light
Don't excuse my actions but I'm trying to fight
Just for any reason I can stay alive
Damaged is the man who finds some joy in crime.
All kings still wear their crowns
Benevolent or evil
And they all look down
But they could never be you
On this night as you cry
The sound of it is lethal
Asking "how could I"
The shame is I don't want that rain