Isaiah Lowery IV - Maria Darling Lyrics

I know misfortune all too well
Just a kiss and the lies she tells
Who am I to deny the smell
Of a chance to be loved again
But when I go to
Tell her that I want her
She sees true love
Deep in another
So close to the glory of lovers
Almost at the feeling of wonder
But who would I be if not another
Second choice, silenced voice
I found a love that matched my mind
Spring into love til wintertime
So came a heart to warm my soul
Five weeks until I'm back in the cold
Years and years
And tears for fear
That I may be
Far gone and alone
So close to the glory of lovers
Somehow just beginning to wonder
Who would I be if not another
Second choice, training toy
No truth in the end of a cycle
No hope that my heart could be idle
So long that I've chased the title
This warmth has surely burned
All I know is I want to be loved
All I know is I want someone
To understand the race I've run
Since my life begun, but the pain still comes
Maria my darling would you be mine
Descendant of star beams and so you shine
Maria my darling may I be yours
My fire is dying but as it burns it's yours