Well here's my life
He didn't want me to blame him
He taught me how to fight
He taught me all the lessons
All the things I thought were right
So put it all together and believed it was my life
Until the night the devil spoke
And overseas he took me to a place he called his home
I trusted him and all the words he told me
Promised no
From all the nights I cried and subconscious songs that I wrote yeah
I know I know
I don't know what I'm doing here
I don't know but now I have fear
I don't know where the hell he's gone tonight
But he's in my mind
I don't know what I'm doing here
I don't know but now I have fear
I don't know where the hell he's gone tonight
But he's in my mind
So tell me what I'm really doing right now
Right now yeah right now
Tell me what I'm really doing right now
Right now yeah right now
Tell me what I'm really doing right now
Right now yeah right now
Fight or flight
He didn't want me to lose him
Controlled my day and nights
And everything I learned from him
I learned it out of spite
The freedom of everything I wanted was a lie
Oh my oh my
I don't know what I'm doing here
I don't know but now I have fear
I don't know where the hell he's gone tonight
But he's in my mind
Tell me what I'm really doing right now
Right now yeah right now
Tell me what I'm really doing right now
Right now yeah right now
He, he, he, he
Broken butterfly
Wings can't flutter right
Perfect paradise
Hurting through the night
Where am I
Where am I
So tell me what I'm really doing right now
Right now yeah right now
Tell me what I'm really doing right now
Right now yeah right now
He, he, he
He hurt me