Isaac Thursday - Her (Prod: Isaac Thursday) Lyrics

You say we in heaven
Yet we constantly sinning
No endings nor beginnings
Locked up behind my feelings
Thoughts of providing children
We play villain and no one is a victim in this system we invited

Your beauty not affected
Even if acting reckless
I lie and say that I'll protect this
Love that has manifested
Playing a game that I best in
Never learning these lesson
I stay second guessing

Is you honest with me?
Will Bobby cheat on Whitney?
Is gum considered sticky?
I don't know if you get me
My heart was bulletproof
Until I saw you shoot
Dangling from the roof
The laces of my shoes

Covered in colours, black and blue
Wondering what we gonna do
If we marry just way too soon
Is happiness or is it doom
The sun collided with the moon

A lollipop with a scorpion right on top
The face of a person, covered in shock
I get alot, of stares from people
Unaware of why we never stop
Well, we just don't care

She keeps my secrets
My demons trying to weaken
Believing they never leaving till you give her reason

I'm stupid
I called it teasing
She's gone and now it sinks in
My sadness steady creeping
Turning bulimic
Kicking and even screaming
I mean it

I want her, for one more second
So I can count my blessing
I need her for a minute

So I can write a poem
That never seems to finish
Or maybe for a hour
You talk and ill just listen
I'm sorry for being mad
Becoming just like my dad
You've given all you had and all I did was hurt you back

You're probably better off in fact
I suggest you never write me back
And let cry because all I see is blanks while scrolling thru your page
Knowing you replace my name
With a nigga
Ain't no shame