I don't wanna be like you
I don't wanna be like you, yeah
I don't wanna be like you
I don't wanna be like you, yeah yeah
I know that it seems like, every minute I visualize and keep a keen sight
I know that it seems like, never risk anything if it mean losing my insights
Everybody came from different backgrounds
Everybody I used to know wonder where I'm at now
I don't really care but
I find myself keep on missing em when I am sad now
Pretty bad now, I be thinking that I can't get you back somehow
Yea it's pretty sad that I'm hell-bound now
Yea better off dead what I've said when I'm down, but I, but I
I don't care about you, I'm just being who I am right now and
I don't really hate you, Just feel bad for you and you and you
If I can take it back, yea I have to
All these heavy feelings that I have, Imma let loose
I'm a wreck, True
I got all these issues undercover as blessing and never address em I am
A mess ooh
But whatever, I could keep fighting on as long as we are together
Keep making music yea even tho I'm independent
Ain't saying that I feel better than better cause I feel sadder than ever
And I'm obsessed with the past, that's a fact though
I be feeling weak and depressed, I can't handle
Trynna be at peace with the fact, In the least I'm a mess
Trynna find the real me, I must gamble
Looking back now, I feel worse, cause I'm sick of the lies so
Bottoms up, drown the words, I just wanna deny, leaving my past yeah
All the traumas never gone let me, And I can feel it being needy like I want it all back
And I wanna give up than man up, I don't wanna forget, flipping the deck
Like for me I want more than just sex
And what am I supposed to do when I been pushed to the edge
I can feel it I admit it I regressed, But I guess it's on me
Caught up in my feelings yeah the blame is on me
Don't know why I'm saying this I said I'm sorry
Will I be the better man that I wanna be
I don't know, yea I don't know
I don't wanna be like you
I don't wanna be like you, yeah
I don't wanna be like you
I don't wanna be like you, yeah yeah
I know that it seems like, every minute I visualize and keep a keen sight
I know that it seems like, never risk anything if it mean losing my insights